This is hard ..

This whole process of trying to get pregnant is so hard & depressing. I don’t have to tell any of you ladies.

It’s hard to be happy for people in my family who accidentally get pregnant. Or for the women who already have a child & are trying again. I would Atleast want to have one child & if I wouldn’t be able to have any more children I would be happy with one.

I’m sorry I’m just having a rough night & wanted to vent. I can’t vent to anyone I know because I wouldn’t use nice words with them 🤦🏽‍♀️

God doesn’t like ugly, but it’s hard for me to not be ugly & selfish.

I don’t know how much more I have to pray & stay positive.