And deal with the not so smooth life i live? Like i have a 2 year old. My ex cheated on me the entire relationship we are no longer together. He is still his dad. Having that said I'd want to wait like a year of a relationship before introducing him to someone. Everytime i don't have my son i am literally working. Like he'd have to be okay with coming over when he goes to bed. I have trust issues. Who would want me? Am i gonna end up alone? This shit depresses me so much..