Help me! I’m not TTC but if I’m pregnant I don’t mind. I don’t know what this means.

Jasmen

I’m normally on the pill but this month I didn’t take it(because I didn’t have my refil in time” I spotted for a day and a half, which was very light in color. It only appeared when I wiped myself(wasn’t enough blood for pad or tampon). After that no blood. This was 2 days before my period was predicted to come on. Now that my period is supposed to be on it hasn’t shown up yet? Does this mean that that was implantation bleeding? I don’t want to take a pregnancy test yet because I’m so nervous to see the results