I finally got out...

After almost three years of an abusive manipulated relationship I got out. If anything went wrong or upset him it was my fault, I was a self centered cunt and all I ever did was take care of myself. Even when I would literally bath him, wash his clothes, make him food, paid for breakfast for him, give him anything he wanted, and worked on top of that I wasn’t good enough. I didn’t care enough. I was fat and never did anything right. I was a bitch. He hated me. For three years this went on and he finally put his hands on me. That was the end for me. This week has been horrible the police have been to my home three times and I’m still scared for my safety. I had to get a protection order and lost my job because we worked together and “he was better at the job and more experienced” so they let me go. But I will NOT be a victim anymore I will get my life back and be happy again.