So done 😔

I’m so over having a shitty mom, she’s literally never there for me, never calls me, never messages me back. We live in different states due to my husband being in the military and she’s just super distant. She’s not like this with my sisters. When I go visit she just puts me aside, but she’s completely different when my husband is able to visit with me, she’s so two faced and acts like she’s the best mom when he’s around. My dad is the total opposite, checks on me every single day, but when he wants to come visit my mom shuts him down plus she’s financially abusive and literally gives him an allowance so he can’t just up and come visit me. I called my dad bawling my eyes out because she never answers my calls or messages, all he does is defend her. I wanted her here for the birth of my first baby but I’ve honestly changed my mind. Sorry I just needed to rant 😓