Am I over reacting?

So I need to vent MAYJORLY

So my husband and myself have twin girls that are two. im currently 35'weeks pregnant with another baby girl, just had my app this morning and im 1 cm dialated

(and with my twin girls i was 4cm at 34 weeks so i had a c section)

Well my dr said if i go into labor before 39 weeks i should try to have her natural, if i dont go into labor before 39 then ill have my c section.

Well i tell my husband (Who Wants me to have her c section no matter what) that and he said "oh so now i guess your wanting to have her natural now ? i cant do it" i said do what ? he said be there when you do.. ii LOST my shit and he thinks im over reacting🤬

-A little quick Background-

He Never does wana do anything unless HE wants to or his family wants him to do.. I have Always been on the back burner, i get put down due to not having a job bc we BOTH decided id be a stay at home mother while he works, Since ive been pregnant this time its been So much harder on me and he says im just Lazy and i dont do a damn thing, but yet i Always do what he wants to do, i Always back him on Everything, i have to constantly listen to his belittle me every chance he gets..

But yet he doesnt want to see a baby comming out of my vagina 🤬 So ii told him if hes Not there for me im done with his ass🤷🏼‍♀️ Hes Not squemish, for one he burrys dead bodies at the cemetary 🙄 for two he was in the OR when i had my c section.. Im beyond Pissed that ii have to go through All of this for our babies and yet he just cant support my ass while giving birth to her.. he conplained he couldnt cut the twins cords bc it was a c section and they were premiee.. But now he has the chance nd hes throwin it away all bc he doesnt want to SEE shit 🤬🤷🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ ii swear imma be divorced before ii leave the hospital...

AND--- He refuses to have sex Every Single Fuckin time i ask for it😒 What is wrong with this Bitch....🤣