I Can’t wait to meet my baby boy but my anxiety is getting the best of me so much is going on in this world . Kids getting snatched , government shutdown , Daycare workers abusing kids . Nothing feels safe anymore . Now I just cry because I want to protect him from this cold world. Just Seems like this world is getting worst and all I want to do is keep him inside for as long as I can. I’m having jitters with this mommy thing now I don’t know 😢 My heart is so heavy that I bring my baby into this messed up world .