SO never helps with our son. 😭

It makes me feel like shit he doesnt help, ever. The closest he helps is making a bottle 😠. I can feel like absolute shit and he still wont help. Our son is 9 1/2 months old, hes never fed him actual baby food before. Hes never given him a bath. He probably changed a dozen poopy diapers before. He helped a lot when our son was a newborn but the last couple months he never does anything. I do everything by myself. I've talked to him COUNTLESS times about this and he says I know I'm sorry I'll help more but he doesnt still. 😪 I'm just at a loss for what to do. He just like to play his stupid computer game all day and night, I'm a total gamer as well but I dont let it come before our son.