My husband of 17 years says the meanest things to me when he’s mad. He yells at me, calls me bitches, hoes, stupid says shut the fuck up, etc. I never speak to him that way. tonight I came home from work early and he said I never went to work I was probably out messing around...I asked to cuddle & watch a movie and he said go jump off a bridge fuck You. I’m so tired and sad. It’s just a cycle and he will apologize tomorrow and say he doesn’t mean it and he won’t do it again. But he always does. I dnt want my daughters hearing these things anymore. I’m just praying for the light at the end of the tunnel