I've been a wreck ever since I found out.. we weren't on good terms and even though we were broken up I wish I told him i loved him..

His family found his jeep with the keys in the ignition, his phone plugged up, his wallet and all of his money, and they found a small amount of blood on the center console..

They are trying to get into his phone to find any information on where he went and what happened but it's locked and no one knows the password..

Honestly if I had his phone is get into it in an hour or less. His family is still struggling to do so even though I told them what to do..

He sent me a message before he went missing.. saying if he never got to talk to me again that he loved me and our unborn baby.. he says he's sorry that he should have gotten out sooner.. that his life was catching up with him now..

I know you guys don't know the back story and honestly it's better that way. He hasn't been the best man in his life but he was trying to change..

My worst fear is that the people who were looking for him found him and took him.. I can't bring myself to imagine anything past that.

I had a horrible nightmare Friday night.. I've been such a mess... Crying hoping he contacts someone.

He's not in jail or any hospital..

I'm really scared my baby might actually grow up and never know his father. I'm upset with myself for how I acted towards him and how I ignored his calls right before he went missing.. I had no idea..