Who else can relate

So basically I asked my friend if he thought I was attractive, cuz I kinda had a crush on him for a little. He said no. And that’s got me thinking. I know everyone should feel beautiful. But it’s hard when you have depression. And I don’t think everyone should want to do this but. I have my dads chin, and his nose. I want to get a nose job, and do something to my jaw. Cuz I’m skinny but I have like a lot of fat on my neck for some reason and I just hate it.

And no this ain’t me fishing for compliments, although I’m curious if you guys think I’m attractive. But yeah idk. I haven’t been feeling the best mentally the past few days