So here’s my Back story (may be long)

I have two gorgeous boys one in heaven and one turning two next month, my first son was born premature 25 weeks 3days and only lived to 33 days due to developing a sepsis infection in his bowels at 28 days old we had to let him go to the angels above.

That pregnancy took me 4 years and it was a hell ride. I was in labour from 20 weeks with active contractions (not braxton Hicks) I was bed ridden for 25 weeks not even being allowed to get up and pee I was on progesterone bullet looking things to try keep him in sadly it didn’t work for long. I then had my second son 6 months later I think it was and I got a cervical stitch due to my body doesn’t hold a pregnancy for full term I have a weak cervix and he went to 39 weeks when I c section was booked for all went well he’s perfectly fine minus a small heart defect in his aotic valve.

We’ve been trying for a year and a half with absolutely no luck. My period is normally pretty accurate maybe a day or two late but this is not normal for me but I have had 3 tests and all negative and a blood test Friday and got the results Sunday saying not pregnant.

I don’t know what is happening to me but this doesn’t seem normal for me. I don’t have “that feeling” you know when you know your pregnant.

Here’s my chart :/