First miscarriage...

Serena

Me and the boyfriend were so excited for our baby girl and this morning i woke up in extreme pain. I ended up miscarrying. The doctor told me i didnt do anything wrong she probably just didnt have the right chromosomes. (I was ten weeks but she showed up on the ultrasound at 8 weeks and a couple days) My parents and his parents just brushed it off but i cant help but be completely heartbroken. This probably seems weird but we buried her in our favorite place on the property but i feel so empty inside. I know she was only 8 weeks but i was so ready for her to come into the world and be a mom. This is my first pregnancy and miscarriage and it was extremely painful. I was in the shower for four hours. Its hard to pull all the piece together now and i guess i just write this for myself because i feel so alone.