So wednesday my ex who is also the father of my son messaged me asking to hang out and go for a drive. I had nothing better to do so i said sure. Sent him my address and got my son and i ready. When we got in the car it was extremely weird i hadnt seen him in 8 months. He seemed so sad. Which broke my heart seeing that but i had to stay strong. So when our son and i got in the vehicle he wanted to know how i was doing and our son. Well he said his first word the other day and i showed him pictures and videos. We got to the gas station to get drinks and he quickly got out ran over to my door opened it then got our son out of the car seat. It was something ive always wanted for my son to have both parents anyways so we continued talking about our life the past couple months. And we got back in the car and we continued driving. It was quiet for a bit and he kept looking over at me and then i kept saying what and hed say oh nothing just thinking. And well before we broke up we loved mudding but with the baby in the car we just went to the stop and sat we didnt go down hill and go mudding. He informed to me he wanted to get back together with him and he was stupid for cheating on me and hurting me like he did and for everything hes done. And he had just got out of his relationship with the girl he cheated on me with. Deep down i wanted to say yes lets get back together but there would be things that needed to change. Like him moving out of his moms( hes 26 now) and i would need to earn the trust back from him. And i know his mom and everyone wants to be apart of our sons life but i have an issue with his sister! And i want us to be a family. But then on the otter hand i want to say fuck u leave us alone hes not been in his life since tell after birth. Amd he cheated on me so how could i trust him ever again. But i told him let me think about it. Well idk what to pick i really badly want to be a family and everything but i just dont know! Any advice?