Anger & depression

I’m unhappy. I’m sad. I’m angry all the time. My husband can do the littlest things that sets me off and causes a fight. I’m tired of being angry and negative. I want help. My husband and I both work in the medical field. We both recognize it’s a huge problem that is impacting our marriage in a very negative way. I know I need to go to my doctor but I can’t yet due to starting a new job and my insurance has kicked in. My husband thinks I’m just a brat that pitches a fit when everything doesn’t go my way. I tried to explain to him I don’t even realize I’m just being ridiculous and over reacting until it’s to the point of a knock down drag out. I know it’s not fair to him and I want nothing more than to get help. When it comes to pms week lord help us all. It’s like a danger zone in our house. Is there anyone else that been in this situation? What did you do as far as medications? Has it helped?

It’s hard to admit you need help and you do have a problem. I finally see I do need help and I want it for myself, my marriage and my children.