Lost my baby at 8 weeks 2 weeks ago. I have 2 little girls (born premature) and my husband and I really wanted another baby. After the miscarriage, our dr has told us we have a very small chance for a healthy pregnancy. I'm so devastated. Not just for the loss of my baby but also the loss of hope for a healthy baby. I have my girls and I'm putting on a good front for them, but I'm dying inside. Before this I was happy. I loved my family, my job, I ran 4 miles a day. And now all I can do is cry and lay here. I'm not excited about anything anymore.

My husband is trying to understand. But I feel like everyone expects me to just "get over it" and be happy. My mom told me today I should "be feeling better by now". Its been two weeks. My hcg levels are still dropping. How could I be feeling better???

I need help. How are you guys moving on? Any advice? I'm generally a happy person and this is killing me.