I’m a mum of 5 soon to be married to my partner in 5 months time! Thing is sex is very rare not down to me!! Me I would have it every bloody day numerous times! But my partner Jesus I’m lucky to get it once a month!! And even then it’s seconds!! I can’t even deal with it anymore it’s Making me moody!! Iv told him how I feel, tried speaking to him asking why? And he uses every excuse in the book!! He does work funny hours I used to just put it down to that but now I just can’t take anymore of a sexless relationship! I got more sex when I was single! ... sex to me just reassures me that he still loves me and makes me feel wanted,close ... I just don’t know what to do ... now Iv stormed off to get a bath after me trying to speak to him again about it as today was His day of... I look after myself, keep fit eat healthy ... I had a big operation last year and due to having a very large giant tumour and now have a very big scar this does make me feel self conscious and he knows that! But now I’m thinking is it me??? Do I repulse him that much!!??... sitting here crying my eyes out I just feel so unwanted 😭😭😭😭😭