Relationship of 1.5 years -

I'm getting more than a little fed up at this point. My boyfriend is soooooo distrusting of me when I've literally given him no reason for him to suspect any funny business. He claims he *always* worries about me trying to find different ways to look for another boy and that I'm just leading him on as a place holder. He says it's just something about me, not something I do. 🙄 Studying at Starbucks, applying for a leadership thing at college, applying for a summer research program, saying I'm thankful he listens... he thinks all of it is a plot in order to find another boy or clues I'm thinking of another person. I've heard so much opposition from him from different opportunities I *could have had* that ultimately caused me not to do them because of how my bf felt. I'm fed up now! I've never cheated, never texted, never showed any interest in anybody else, expressed my love for him in many ways, pampered him, talked about plans for the future of "us." What do I get? Evidence of him looking at other girls and watching exessive porn (we've both discussed we don't want this in our relationship and have been working on that issue).

Long rant, I know, thanks for reading... I just needed to get it out and I know you GlowGirls can provide at least some sort of feedback