Hi ladies I just need to vent.. I’ve always had a grudge towards my mom because she’s always put the guys she was dating before my brother and I. Or she would always leave me with my grandparents to go out. I’m now 25 years old, she’s 43 and last night I just told her exactly how I felt. We have no relationship it’s more like roommates, my brother had to move out with grandparents because they always clashed..

Here I am the day after crying because I hate her, I hate how she was never there for us. I hate her so much I’m trying my hardest to be financially stable to leave with my daughter.

This is honestly just a rant.

I look at my daughter and think how could my mom never put me and my brother first?

We haven’t spoke, I made her cry.. we’ll we were both crying. I finally told her exactly how I feel and now I want to leave even more. We don’t notice each other in the house.

Sorry ladies this is really hurting