I just need to get this all off my chest.

My baby shower was Sunday, I’m 36 weeks pregnant. My kids were incredibly sick so it made doing anything total chaos.

That night after my shower, I came to my moms house because she wasn’t answering her phone only to find her barely breathing in a puddle of her own urine, not conscious. She was admitted into the hospital that night.

My mom is my only family other than my children and my boyfriend.

She watches my babies for me when I work and we’re incredibly close.

I work 10 to 12 hour shifts on my feet, 4 days a week and it’s been difficult running between work all day, then home to make dinner and see kids, to back to the hospital on top of being high risk and having all these doctors appointments.

I’m so depressed about the whole situation and the one person I want to talk to about it all, I can’t.