My world has just came crashing down...we’ve been TTC for a few months now, and today I got so upset crying telling my partner how I don’t think it’s ever going to happen and there must be something wrong with me...and then he said ‘i don’t think it’s you, I think it’s me’ so I’m looking in his eyes, thinking he was going to tell me he has a low sperm count...no....those words I never wanted to hear. ‘I’ve found a lump in my balls’ just lately he has been really sick but we thought it was just a cold/flu. My world has crashed and burned! He doesn’t even want to get checked out either! I’m so so scared I’m going to lose him. He’s 38, I’m 20. He is the love of my entire life!

I know there’s a likely chance it’s not cancer but I suffer so bad from anxiety and all I can think is he’s going to leave me in this world on my own and without a baby of our own💔 I am heart broken💔