For the first time I actually care and I am also scared that I won't be able th conceive... Last month was the first time that we were trying and I didn't get my bfp but I was okay with that totally fine! I was in the stress free mind set and now this month our second month of trying and I just took a pregnancy test and got a bfn and I cried. My husband doesn't know that I am breaking up inside and he doesn't know that I took a test, but I'm scared that I won't be able to have babies...