So we've been together 20+ years & we have soon to be 7 kids, between the ages of 19 to my new baby were about to have...ill b 38 weeks pregnant this Wednesday.

Let me just clarify this cuz I'm going to sound like a whiny ass bitc# right now. I love my kids with every single drop of blood in my body n air in my lungs. I spend every waking moment with my babies and i love it. My kids are the most important people in my life. Period, no exceptions..point blank thats its.

I was looking through old pictures of my old man n i throughout the years and man oh man do I miss the alone time that we've had all the fun doing certain things most of all I miss being able to lay in his arms at night and roll around in the bed sheets and make love like Young people LOL!

I miss being able to wrap my legs around him not just in a sexual way but being able to sit on his lap and stare into his eyes for that deep moment. I miss the 15 minutes in the laundry room and the date night rendezvous I know having kids was my choice and I accept it 100% I just really miss the affection.

We have date nights twice a week so we're pretty good on communication but I need some no knocking on the doors while I'm trying to give him head, I need to be able to fall asleep next to him at night after gettin the goodness.

I know we're not 16 and 17 years old anymore the longer we're together and (I can't believe I'm going to say this out loud) but the longer you married the longer you can go without having sex LMAO..

Believe me we have a very healthy sexual relationship like this man is top-notch so fun and creative and up for anything in the bedroom like it gives me butterflies just thinking about it.

I mean the things that we've done in the past will make any type of porn look like Sesame Street this man has me fantasizing about him in all sorts of crazy ways.

I'm sure right now it's just me being pregnant and that being able to do certain things getting me down right now.

It's honestly just saddens me a little we've been together for 20 plus years and the things we used to do just to be together and now we don't have time for each other. I know it'll get better the older my kids get, and I know being pregnant puts a lot of restrictions on our bonding time.

I'm just ranting and raving.

Any ideas on how I can get my toddlers to sleep in their own room and not get a knock on the door every 2 seconds it's shut??