The start 🙈

Emma

40+2 today, got a sweep this morning, midwife said I was 3-4cm, head really low she felt it straight away. My BP was really high which it never is, the y put it down to me being anxious about sweep, my urine etc was clear. However consultant said although she believes I'll go before, I'm to be induced in 2-3 days so I've been booked in for Friday. That's all fine, except I'm already getting progressively crampier andddddd it's now snowing like mad 😭 .. Where I love isn't "used" to snow so driving etc becomes treacherous. I'm freaking, I've waited so long for labour and now I'm like noooooo im not ready lol 🙈