Have you ever just been let down so many times that you just lose hope in everything? In conceiving, in your faith and in your life completely? That’s where I’m at right now... I feel so angry and just emotional... I am 4 days away from my period and I took a test with my FMU and nothing... I feel like I see something but I literally think I see something all the time even the months I wasn’t pregnant.... I lost my baby back in April and it tore me apart and we have been trying to conceive since with no luck.... I am just losing all my faith and hope in it to be honest... my faith in God started to deplete after we lost the baby and with all kinds of other stuff I went through it wasn’t exactly the strongest to begin with but when we lost the baby it got worse... and now I just feel like I have nothing left... no faith, no hope, nothing... I hate feeling like this but I’m sick of constantly being let down.... I’ve prayed and prayed and nothing.... I have tried to keep my faith but I think it’s gone and I know that’s sad or that my faith must not have really been there to begin with but I was working on it and hoping on it but I was let down.... has anyone else ever been in this situation. Would love advice. No rude comments please... I am asking because I am really bothered by this feeling and want help. Thanks in advance...