7weeks, 1 day

No more yolk sac no more baby. Just a big dark hole. I was so happy about this little miracle after a failed ivf in May and being told ivf was our only way of conceiving. We were scheduled to start a 2nd ivf cycle as soon as AF arrived. She never did and I finally saw two pink lines! Naturally! First beta result was 1400 and the 2nd was 5000! Everything was progressing.. Until my appt. on Saturday. Blighted ovum.. How can the happiest day and the worst day of my life be all in this month of August? A beautiful gift placed in my hands but taken away so suddenly before I could even get a firm grasp. D&C scheduled for Tuesday. Pregnant because of all the symptoms I still have and because my body doesn't recognize any different.. But not pregnant because there is no longer a baby growing. I wish I could just sleep until tues is all over with.. Beats crying