Kind of down

So my best friend decided she wanted to try for a baby. (I’ve been trying since last year) She had her birth control taken out beginning of December and BAM she’s pregnant... me on the other hand, It’s taking a while, my SO and I have been going at it for months and nothing. My friend and I both have one child already and we’re hoping we would get pregnant and have girls together! I’m hoping my time comes. When she got pregnant in 2013 with her son, I was pregnant as well at the same time, and we were the first people we both told. I ended with a miscarriage. So I’m hoping and praying to god it’s my turn again. I’m so dang happy for her no doubt, just wish I could be right along with her 😔