Hi ladies,

so my ex boyfriend is making me feel really bad and that this is my fault. He cheated on me w his ex girlfriend while and he wanted to work it out and i tried to give him a chance (per usual, i can’t seem to let him go regardless of how toxic we are) but i founded messages from him asking her if he could go over and to send an ass picture literally two days after he cheated on me as if he wasn’t ashamed. i confronted him about it and he said “well i didn’t go over” and that he hasn’t talked to her but the last conversations was only 4 days ago. then he read my conversations with my guy friends and he totally spazzed on me saying “how i was talking to them while trying to work it out”. he told me “you have an issue i didn’t do anything for you to leave this time”. this is my brain rn: “maybe i did overreact, maybe he was trying to work it out w me, maybe i shouldn’t left bc i would be at least okay w him in my life”. i’m aware this is unhealthy. it’s like i need reassurance every five minutes so i know it’s not my fault.