When I measure my blood sugar, I have to report my numbers in by app. It uses a smiley system to indicate if it's good, close to the limit or above.

And I really thought I had this under control.

But before dinner it was a bit high (But within the allowed) and after dinner it was above.

I'm telling you... Seeing that red smiley fucking kills me! I get so sad and depressed and worried I cannot even figure out how to cope with this shit 😔

Just wanna keep my unborn daughter healthy and safe and I'm so afraid on the impact this will have on her 😔

.... But I won't have another scan before February 13th 🙄!

Can she just be done in there and come out?

I just want a piece of cake and a glass of wine at this point 😭