28 weeks and all kinds of thoughts are going through my mind. I’m starting to regret that I’m pregnant - thinking about my career and then on top of that my husband has just disconnected. He was all about the baby and me at first now it seems that anything and everything else is more important. I’m at the point where dern bear everything makes me cry. I feel like I could just be in my hormones and that I could totally be making this all up but I’m not sure. We haven’t had sex in almost 2 months. He’s not affectionate at all anymore just cordial. I want to speak to him about it but just writing this out has me in tears and I’m sooo not that person. On top of everything, I’m furloughed so I’m just home everyday. I need a release. It’s crossed my mind to contact someone else...just to talk. I LITERALLY CRAVE intimacy and I feel so alone. I hate that I’m even saying this because it sounds so dramatic. I just want to get away from everything and everybody right now. Please tell me this feeling, this emotional rollercoaster gets better because right now I can’t see the sun for the clouds...even if it is all just in my head