Maybe this can help someone ? GET OUT if you are being abused please
For ten years starting from when I was 21 a much older man captured me. Yes I was a willing participant but I was taken. To the outside world we were happy. But this man was sick. I know he was sick now because I’m on the outside looking in. I was a broken girl. Omg leaving was so scary. The abuse went on for so long. All of it wasn’t physical. Mostly emotional.
The worst landed me in the hospital with 9 staples in my head. That won’t ever go away... that memory
But guess what.
I turned 30
And I grew the fuck up
And I left
And I took care of myself. I got my own place, I filed for divorce
I saved my puppies. They came with me
Omg it was so hard. The police had to be involved. He said he was coming to kill me. My new job had to be on lock down. It was so embarrassing. I’m a professional, I have worked at my career for a very long time. He tried to take that from me
He LOST
I won
I was terrified, the police told me to leave out of state I wasn’t safe. If I left then he would have won !!!!!
I stayed
I excelled at work. It was so SCARY to live alone. Every noise I thought was him
But I did it
And I met my new husband
And he put the pieces back into me that were broken
But the real healer was ME
I survived and came back stronger
NO MAN can have you. You HAVE you
You are not a possession you are amazing and beautiful and you can do this
This photo is me now just so you can see me
The survivor AND the winner
Let's Glow!
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