I crushed my own heart I think..

My bf has a couple of kids, and a house that you can hear everything in. He was texting me about what he thought about doing for Valentine’s Day. And this is how the convo went. (No emojis Bc he’s got a flip phone)

Him: I’m thinking I either want to go out or cook dinner for everyone.

Me: what if I want dessert?lol

Him: only food lol real food

Me: that’s not what I meant

Him: than what do you mean

Me: making love is the dessert i meant

Him: that’s what I thought

Me: so you just shot me down. It’s okay. Just let me lick my wounds.

Him: I didnt mean to hurt you i just was trying to spend time with everyone together

Idk why, but it broke my heart😭 All I wanted to do was have some fun after we spent the day together as a family. I feel like he doesn’t want sex from me. I know that’s not how he feels, but that’s how I felt. 😭😭

Or maybe I’m just being emotional..