My birthday was in December and at the time my 11 months boyfriend and I decided to move out of my apartment, live with my aunt for a short time so we could save for a house.

Unfortunately last month a week before my birthday and holidays he decided to show me his tru colors.

I still love this man I know ladies and I can’t believe I let him treat me way he did. I was emotional abused during the entire time we lived together and I though I deserved it or it was normal.

I was a supported, a shoulder when he needed to cry, I cooked, cleaned, did laundry, was his strength, motivator, lifted him emotionally and financially, a best friend, a lover, I was everything a man could ever ask from a woman.

Yet for him I wasn’t enough, I was a cheater, wanted to control my social platforms, wasn’t allow to go out with friends and if I asked him he threw a tantrum. Ignored me for as long he wanted or I allowed him. Yelled at me.

Broke and slam things around the house just because I made him mad or we got into an argument or disagreement.

He broke me in tiny pieces. I cry whenever I feel like it. But all I can replay in my mind it’s how I didn’t see this from the very beginning. Why did I let him control and dictated my life like that. Why was I trying to probe myself to him all that time. I was walking on eggshells the whole relationship....and got worse once the narcissism didn’t got his way and I decided to put a stop.

Ladies don’t be in relationship like this because isn’t worth it... I bet there a man for me out there who will appreciate me for me, who’s not a narcissist.