Arghhhh!!

Deja

So I’m 4 months pregnant and I have no job. I’ve been applying to everything I see but no one has reached out to me yet. It feels like I’m on my way to becoming very depressed and I’m a sad place but I’m trying not to be. It upsets me behaves I’m 24 yes old and this is not how I expected my pregnancy to be no job not with the father of my child ( had problems together wasn’t happy with him). Not to mention I quit my last job at Aces because i don’t have my licenseI didn’t have transportation there anymore. My family is really no help besides my sister but she has two kids. I’m just really truly going through it. I love my baby inside of me BUT I can’t help but think about he was made out of wedlock and how I wanted to be a family with the father of my child when I was to have a child but I’m not even with that father because I can’t stand him. It kills me inside that I have to coparent with him and share half a kid with him. I really don’t want to. I want to be a good mother to my baby I’m just not where I want to be I just feel like a failure and I’m super emotional everything just is a lot to take in. I’m just all over the place with emotions. Any kind advice? Stay home jobs? Something??