Not really looking for advice just looking for a place to vent and feel sorry for myself lol

So I'm 31+4 weeks and my husband and I neverrrr have sex anymore. Anyways, tmi but tonight we 69 and he busts early and just totally calls it a night. Just completely stopped what he was doing and now he's passed out next to me and idk I'm sooo fucking upset about it. Like. I just feel used. And completely sexually Frustrated and worthless. He used to LOOOVE eating me out. Like would tell me to lay tf down so he could have a piece of me and now he barely touches me. ):

I could tell he was guilty about it because he kept asking me "what" "what's on your mind" and checking my facial reactions towards him and he only does that when he knows he did something wrong . He's such a jerk .

No I dont want to masturbate to help because one I'm not into that and two I want my husband to be the one to make me feel good but noooo he's just a big fat selfish jerk 😢☹☹ seriously feel so upset over this. I've been feeling disgusting enough already which he's well aware of and it doesn't help that he will barely touch me like he used to right before I got pregnant. And no he isn't the type to be weirded out with me being pregnant because he has no issue getting his when he wants it. He acts like sex is too much work .

Don't get me wrong my husband is an amazing man who loves the shit out of me but lately he's been so selfish when it comes to sex. We never do it anymore and when we do it's pretty much him just tryna get it over with...

I feel so unattractive and used ... cant stop fucking crying over this.