Me and my husband have been ttc now for 7 months, due my period next Thursday and I’m in 2 minds wether to test this weekend or not.

I’m fed up of getting negative results and feeling depressed when my period arrives! What’s getting me down more is it seems everyone around me is falling pregnant and although I’m happy for them I can’t help but think why can’t this be me 😞.

Recently a close family member fell pregnant which was very difficult as the baby is a big part of my life now but I can’t help but feel resentment towards the mum as she didn’t want this baby in the first place but here I am trying to have the life she has basically just been handed on a plate. All she does is moan about the baby as well I can’t stand it. Sorry for the rant but it’s hard being in this mind space none of my friends understand they just keep telling me it’ll happen when it happens which I do believe I know everything happens for a reason but it’s good to have ears to listen to me rant that might understand where I’m coming from and how I’m feeling. X