Has anyone just got fed up of trying? None of my friends understand as no one is ttc. I just feel like going back into the pill, booking up a special holiday and enjoying this year without CONSTANTLY thinking about ttc. I hope I’m not the only one who thinks like this .. I just really cannot be bothered to be so obsessed anymore. Trying to convince myself there’s more to life for now ..... but then there’s something in my head reminding me how badly I want this. For god sake why is this journey such a head fu*ck! Xx