I got off of birth control in either early April or late march 2018 and I still haven't gotten pregnant. I've always been super fertile (got pregnant with my 9 year old during a one night stand and got pregnant by my husband a few years ago after a month of trying but the pregnancy ended very early). So when I got off the pill which I had been on for maybe a year and a half I assumed I would get pregnant within a few months. After 4 or 5 months I started getting nervous but now I am flat out scared that something is wrong. Every month we try I always have this gut feeling I'm not pregnant before I even test and I'm always right. I am waiting until the year mark and then I guess I'll have to see a doctor. I am terrified at the thought that I won't be able to have a child with my husband. My last pregnancy was when I was 18 and since I was young nobody was really happy for me. Not to mention the dad was a one night stand so he wasn't around. I want so badly to be pregnant now with the guy I love and have a baby shower and to actually celebrate the pregnancy this time around and it seems like it isn't going to happen. I pray I'm wrong. Anyone else feel this way or have any encouraging words for me?😕