I want so badly to be happy and have a good, productive day today. But I just don’t feel up for it.

I haven’t slept well and all my body wants to do is go back to bed. Which I know isn’t good for my mental health because then I’ll beat myself up for sleeping the day away.

But, then again, if I continue what I’m doing then I’ll just beat myself up for being awake and not feeling like doing the things I want to do. I’m kind of just stuck in between.

Everyone says if I’m tired to take a nap because I’m pregnant and my body needs the rest. I just feel so guilty for doing that not doing the dishes or writing. For not being productive.

I just don’t know what to do. Any advice is appreciated, thank you.