My boyfriend and I have been talking about having sex. We had done research, talk about the things that I would please and pleasure us, we then got into the topic of our discussion protection. He talked about how he heard that when you have sex raw, it is more pleasurable. We agreed that we could have sex with out a condom, but also that we needed a different form of protection. As a 18 year old, who has SUPER bad cramps, had asked multiple time for both control. My parents refused due to the thought of me not being about to have children. Since I am a adult, I know I can get them myself, but I also know my parents want the best life for me and I need to follow the rules of their house. And then my boyfriend had a Daddy kink, which is okay with me, it’s cute to tease him about it and it cute in general, he also like when I am tied up. This is our first time, and when we both watched the Fifty Shades of Gray movies, he realized he had these kinks. But he also does not know about my Kink I have. It’s more of a preference, but I like 69 and when I get punished, I have never mastrabated so I don’t know what it is like to get fingered, but I want tit to happen. I like it hard, fast, and rough. I know that I need to be honest and trusting with him. But for my first time. I want it gentle, nice, sweet, romantic. We both do. But we also want to enjoy it and we don’t know if we can with out all of this stuff. Without the Birth Control, the Kinks, and the how. We already have everything else, the date, time, and location. We just don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to do.