How is it that I am always alone? I am always near others breathing laughing chatting but I feel out of place and so alone. Even when I'm the life of the party giving advice smiling laughing I am so alone. The saddest part is I am alone with you the one I love. The love of my life who wants me to be his wife is the person who makes me feel the loneliest. He loves me but yet I feel alone all the time something is wrong but I can't figure out what it is. I don't know when and how we became broken but we are and I'm standing here feeling so alone waiting for you to notice it and just hold me and make things better. You talk at me and you ask me if I'm okay but I really doubt you want to hear the answer you just want me to say nothing so I say nothing. The loneliness hurts and I feel a sadness that will never lift it seems. Maybe it's me because everyone else seems happy maybe I'm the broken one.