Gender...

To start I wanna say please no judging, no mean or snide comments, take them somewhere else or keep them to yourself.

I had my anatomy scan today and long story short I ended up going by myself, which meant no one to keep me from peeking. My husband and I decided to do a gender reveal this Friday for this baby, this is our second and last child, and we want to be surprised with our family. However, I REALLY had my hopes up for a girl, and my husband even said he would like a girl this time. I just couldn’t hold back and I decided to peek in that little envelope because I really didn’t want to show too much disappointment at our gender reveal if it ended up being a boy. Turns out it is another boy 😢 so here I sit, after walking around the grocery store sulking and pouting and thinking. And I’ve started to cheer myself up about because a boy means another mommas boy which means more hugs and kisses and love for momma, and it means less clothes shopping because I saved my sons clothes from 18 months up, and it means I get to use and keep all the same toys, more dirt and trucks and rough playing (which I don’t mind because I’m an outdoorsy Tom boy myself). And most of all it means no teenage girl attitude that I know a daughter of mine would have! 🤣 and while I’m kinda sad my husband doesn’t get that daddy daughter bond and relationship like i get two mother son relationships/bonds I know once they get older they’re always going to want to be with daddy working on trucks and tractors and equipment so he’ll still get his time and bonding 🥰🥰