This is just a vent and out of full disclosure I am happy about my friends being pregnant but it’s hard really hard right now dealing with my own feelings. I was due June 30 and was so happy but ended miscarrying beginning of January. Well in between now and then I found out two of my good friends are pregnant and are expecting within weeks of when I was supposed to be due. One is due a week before and the other a week or so after my expected due date. Its just so heartbreaking I don’t have a sister but I always loved those sisters or best friends being pregnant at the same time kind of thing. And now I can’t help but keep thinking of all the things we could have experienced together and what I lost. I know selfish and stupid. I am still so excited for them and going to spoil them and their babies, no matter what I will be happy for them and I know one day this twinge of selfishness jealous ness will go away its just cause it’s fresh it just super sucks. But thanks for listening to my vent and if you have any recommendations to get rid of this feeling would be great ❤️