He did it better?

Victoria • Victoria

So me and my bf met up on Monday and we literally hadn’t met up like at his house in a while. We fooled around and everything and then we cuddled. It was great and I know I’m putting this on the masturbation but whatever. He had for the first time actually put his finger into me (fingered me) instead of just rubbing my clit and and also ate my pussy out but anyway. It felt soooooooooooooo good the best it has ever but I don’t understand. I am never able to do it alone and I don’t know why. Does anyone know why I am not able to finger myself and make it feel good?