I had a follow up today after my very early miscarriage last month. It took us 9 months to get that pregnancy, so I am feeling really discouraged and was crying to her about it. She said "One in four women has a miscarriage in her life. But it is especially hard when it's your first pregnancy because you're looking for a reason to trust your body."

I've been thinking about her saying that all day. I'm a professional dancer and I have always had a really positive relationship with my body. TTC has really put that relationship under strain and I hadn't quite realized that before. I don't trust my body to get and stay pregnant now that I've been trying to do that for so long already. And losing that relationship with my body is really heartbreaking because your relationship with your body is your most important relationship. Anyway, just wanted to share the insight I had in case it's useful to anyone else.