Here’s the screenshot of the text he sent me....

Back story. I went to my OBGYN for a check up because I had a UTI. They did some swabs and stuff. So this morning I get a call, they said I had Gonorrhea. I had been tested 6 months ago ( we were in a relationship then) and was clean. So I know I didn’t cheat. So I confront him. He denies it and gets mad. Saying he’s going to get tested today to prove I was the “dirty” one and that it was my fault and he was clean. After this he ignores me the rest of the day. He finally responded about something none related. I pressed him and he finally admitted to cheating, KNOWING he had gonorrhea and still fucking me raw. So he knowingly gave me Gonorrhea and didn’t tell me. Then tried blaming it on me.

I NEVER EVER thought this would happen to me. I’ve been so good to him, supporting him in everything. I leave tomorrow morning to fly out to California for his first professional rugby game.... my whole family is coming, he was going to meet my brother and other family members. After he tells me he cheated, he asks about when we are meeting up in California and when he’s meeting my brother.... and I’m sitting here like damn, he doesn’t care and doesn’t think it’s a big deal.... shit.

My main problem I need help with, is that we have an apartment together. A small one bedroom. He refuses to sign off the lease, which I guess doesn’t matter because neither one of us can pay for it on our own and it’s not like I could get a roommate. So I don’t know what to do. I feel trapped. I’m so upset. I never saw this coming.

Any advice/ words of love/ support would be greatly appreciated💗