As I’m waiting for AF on month 9 of trying, I just wonder when it will be my time. Will I miss af this month, or just be disappointment again. I see so how long it can take some women. Am I going to spend the next few years just waiting. Always trying and waiting. I want a child so badly, but I don’t want my life consumed by the trying process. Sorry for the downer post, just up in my feels tonight.