I lost my baby

Paula • 30 y/o, student at Bowie state university studying criminal justice . Due w10/09/2016 with my first now pregnant with my second 10/21/2021

I found out last week that my baby died at 6weeks I was 9weeks 4 days, I cried so much, I wasn’t able to see a baby at all every time.I went for an ultrasound they kept telling me maybe I was early, they were able to see only a gestational sac but no baby, I even had an elective ultrasound done but it was same thing so when I went to my doctors appointment and found out the baby died I cried so much, I just had my d&c done and I was giving general anesthesia I fell asleep I did not even know when it was done