I can’t do it anymore...

Ma

I’m tired. I’m hurt. I’m angry. I don’t understand how the shittiest people can get pregnant and have healthy kids that they abuse, but it take me and my husband over a year just to have 2 miscarriages. I am becoming bitter and angry. I don’t know how to stop it or how to be happy anymore. My whole life has been me wanting to be a mother, and watching that vision slip away is getting to be too much. I just can’t do it anymore and I needed to be able to tell someone...