No one to invite to my Baby shower 😢

Tonight my mother-in-law asked if I wanted a baby shower..given no one has thrown me one.

She said “just send me a list of names and I’ll put something together”..

No one has thrown me one because I don’t really have any friends.. and obviously that means I have no one to invite (the few I do have are scattered across the country and couldn’t come).

Im to embarrassed to say that of course so now I’m sitting here try not to cry now.